gonnabarockxtar (gonnabarockxtar) wrote,

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My feet are killing me. It's 1 AM and I'm sitting in my mom's bedroom, typing on the computer in the dark, listening to the soundtrack "My mom's ridiculous snoring."

I'm thinking about regret. Do I have any regrets anymore?

I'm at a point in my life where I am 21. If I don't let the past go now, will I ever?

I can't be mad about the past boys in my life, because everything seems okay now that I have Jarrod.

I love traveling, and even though it costs SO MUCH to go overseas, it's worth it. I wish I could travel more. I've been stuck in IL for way too long.

Should I have chosen NIU? I don't know. I have one year left but I feel just as confused about my future as ever. I honestly don't know where I will be interning next year or where I will end up working. But maybe that's a good thing.

I just don't know.

I'm exhausted. This post is pointless and lame.


To be continued another night.
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